You ... are like caffeine in my coffee.
You are a stimulant.
You make me more active.
I might not realize that you make my heart beat faster.
... that I'm never tired of you
... that I've got too attached to you
Can I stop you?
... or should I stop myself from wanting you?
wait,
I never really wanted you in the 1st place.
but, it's the feeling, it's not you
Because you are so much like caffeine in my coffee ...
too much of you is bad for me.
I guess, I should just stop wanting you.
STOP.
Defining self-acceptance?
Self-acceptance.
It is likely to be the idea about accepting yourself as you are. But, then … are you happy with yourself?
It is likely to be the idea about accepting yourself as you are. But, then … are you happy with yourself?
What I’m trying to say is …
you might accept the facts about you … but, are you happy with that?
Should you be happy? If not? What
do you think you should do?
Well, it’s interesting that I instantaneously
googled anything related to ‘self-acceptance’ in a little while after a friend
of mine brought that up when we were just shooting the breeze. Googling ‘self-acceptance’
means scanning what that is, taking test(s) about it, reassuring myself that I’m
not the only out there who tries to be the person I want to be.
And I stumbled on this
site.
It simply says that ‘self-acceptance’
is an invitation to stop trying to change yourself into the person you wish to
be, long enough to find out who you really are.
I took the test, and might just
as well started the 10-day plan to self acceptance.
A friend of
mine, after reading my blog … well … criticizing to be exact, challenged me to
write more. Writing more means making at least one piece of writing in a week. A
week, to me, equals to two days, namely Saturday and Sunday. As a matter of
fact, I badly need to shift my attention on work throughout the weekdays.
Whoooooaaa …
That’s not
a challenge to me. It’s more like committing suicide.
Anyways, I
took the challenge …
We’ll see …
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I’m an average looking, moderately successful gal. Definitely, I’m not expert at love. What I am good at is …. unrequited love? D’oh! Well, let’s just say I’ve been pining for ways to find the one, the right one. And what’s more, “the drive” to fall head over heels in love with guys who indeed have done a little more than just smiling at me is compelling.
He’s out of your league. Sounds so lame, but that’s what it is. Reality bites.
But come to think of it, unrequited love is not really that bad. Look on the bright side, there might have been some ideas about unrequited love which actually are advantageous.
- You have got something to do with your spare time. When you fall madly in love with someone, it’s likely that you spend your time, even a limited amount of your leisure time, thinking about him. See, the point is, you have got someone to think about, to daydream about. You spend minutes to hours stalking him on Facebook, Twitter and the like. The thing is that you, subconsciously, slowly gain skills to discover information – detective work. Not to mention that he always seems to sneak into your head. Hahaha.
- You have found this one great way to be productive. You have got something to write about, for example. As to me, this really works.
Every cloud has a silver lining, and so they say.
This is pretty much of a silver lining to my storm cloud of unrequited love. Yes, I can see that silver lining.
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